Wednesday, August 17, 2005
â 11:45 PM
i really hate having my period.god knows y this month things have been especially cruel.i dont usaully get such terrible cramps.of cos i get cramps but it has never ever been this bad.it's so excruciating at times that i totally zone out cos it likes zaps out ur strength and i totally loose focus of wat i have insight.argh the pain.feeling it now.oh y?
well school has been pretty much the same but for the first time i totally slept in au lecture.i mean i usually fall asleep but i force myself up.but this time really cmi.wah lau i'm blaming it on the cramps.i nearly had a fainting spell in school.but i survived.thank god.haha...but the funny ting i realised about myself is that when i sleep i slide down my chair and i nearly slid down my chair that day...haha...luckily managed to catch myself before i was a total gonner...
school was quite fun today.dont know why.maybe cos i was high.had so many nice massages done for me...i had 2 neck and shoulder massages and one full back massage by a nursing guy.it was super good...haha...then had a hand massage by my fren also....she commented that i was getting thinner and thinner.she was like super worried.kept asking me if i was ok.well ya i am.told her about my knee.but cant remember wat she said about it though...
took photos with von and yan...then with ec...then with veron...really miss veron a lot...but she's happy now...i'm happy for her...love ya gal
ok that's it for now...i'm super tired...goodnite...